The whole appointment left me sad and empty. I've seriously thought about just ending it all tonight. I'm physically and emotionally exhausted. The thought of getting through tomorrow make me sad. Everything just hurts.
All the things that the doctors are saying ate just like the things the bullies used to say... So now I'm back to being the scared little girl. I need to get past that.
Anyway,the answer is 100lb loss, that's all I can do.
I fucking hate my life
2 comments:
Oh Peg, I am so so sorry!!!! Sometimes I think that doctors just forget to be human and compassionate.
Bullshit. Screw them. You can still have your family. People who are overweight get pregnant all the time. I got the same response from a MFM I saw about my blood pressure who told me I had pcos because I am overweight and would get pregnant without help if I lost weight. He made me feel really bad. I stopped seeing him, went back to my RE and got pregnant. Keep losing weight if you can and find someone else.
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