Today's the day... sort of

Today I don't have to go work - which is fantastic!  Believe me, yesterday I would have given anything for corporal punishment to be allowed in schools again!  I'm not an angry person (usually), it was just a really long, horrible day, and the students exacerbated that!

But today I don't have to be at work.  I think that I might rather be there than find out something horrible.

Today I go for an ultrasound to test the thickness of my endometrial layer.  The last time I had an ultrasound the thickness was 24 mm which is about triple what it should be, and basically what put me into the infertility situation.  Since the end of January, I have been on a drug (Medroxy) to try to help control the growth.  If today's ultrasound shows that the lining is a normal thickness, that will put us one step closer to getting pregnant.

I'm excited, but I'm also terrified that it's going to still be too thick and the drugs aren't working.

That's probably why I've been a total B@#*h lately.  That's probably why I'm ready to smoke anyone who gets in my way.

I hope it goes ok - I'm not sure I can handle it going badly. *sigh*